Advice | Carolyn Hax: Still ‘angry and upset’ at friend’s no-show after mother’s death – The Washington Post

I didn’t hear from the “exception” for two weeks; she initially contacted me about something else and then quickly followed up asking about my mom, as if she’d suddenly remembered. When I told her, she asked if she’d missed a group text. I told her I’d shared the news one-on-one with people. When she realized a mutual friend knew, she told me she’d just spoken to her and she hadn’t told her (as if it were the friend’s fault). She went on to say how horrible she felt and she’d had a “few things” going on and had been “checked out.” Ugh. The majority of the exchange was about her. She shared condolences, asked if I needed anything and that was about it.

Since then, nothing. I’ve tried to focus on all the people who have been there for me, but, months later, this still makes me so angry and upset. In fact, when people ask how I’m doing, this is an anecdote I share. She’s been MIA with others for a while, too, so it’s not just me, but I thought she’d step up in this situation. How can I get over this?

Angry and Upset: I am sorry for your loss, and that your friend let you down.

Please stop trashing her to your other friends, though, for a few reasons. One is that you don’t know what is going on in her life, mind, heart. She may be awkward around death (so many are), or dealing with her own nightmare that she’s not sharing with you because you’re grieving, or she may be emotionally stunted in ways you were already kind of onto but it hadn’t mattered to you before now. I actually sympathize with her dismay at the friend who didn’t update her on the news.

In other words, there may be an explanation for her stumble that doesn’t make her a terrible person or friend, just not very good at this.

Another reason not to trash her: She’s no-showing others, too, which suggests she’s dealing with something herself.

Another is that trashing her encourages you to dwell on her when so many others came through for you. Yay for your support circle, and yay for you. This is why we make more than one friend, if we can. Not all will be great at everything.

Another is that you might be diverting your mom pain to your friend because your friend feels like a more manageable place for it. This is not unusual with grief.

Another is that trashing anyone is a bad look. Stop.

So please, grab whatever reason helps you forgive your friend or just let the matter drop, for later if not forever. Because you have enough to sort through right now.

· After losing three parents in five years, I feel like an expert in this topic, although nobody wants to be. So many people are awkward or fearful about death. Of my most beloved, dearest friends, only one or two can really handle talking about deep grief. I think the others know it’s in their future and just can’t do it yet. And I am glad they don’t have to yet.